And what a lesson it has been. So for an update from one of my earlier posts, there will be new changes for the area I am living. I will no longer be doing any of the caretaking duties. It has been very hard to except. But do to the fact an other has made a mess of things, things are going to just be different in a good way. To this end I have prayed all along and shame on me for not liking how God allowed it to unfold.
I am releived to know that this change has nothing to do with me personally, for my job was done to the best of my ability, under the difficult circumstances.
I will miss very much the careing of the grounds aspect of it, Planting flowers and so forth. In this I am still praying and am going to ask if it is at all possible for me to continue. This was and is the part that has me very sad. But time will tell and how ever God allows it to be I need to be ok with it.
I know He has a plan for me and does not want me to be so miserable. And He will not let me be to the point of not being able to bear it. I beleive He will make a way where there seems to be no way.
So that is the update, in a way I am excited to have a break and not worry about getting all the work done at any given time. I am free to do my own thing.